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spring breakkk

Sat, 31 Mar 2007 22:43:35 GMT

it's spring break, but i'm not in the bahamas like i should've been. oh well. things could be worse, couldn't they?

doesn't it seem like all the bad things always happen to the good people? it really sucks that life isn't fair.

Wed, 01 Nov 2006 01:59:26 GMT

it's a three day weekend, next week, and i'm stuck visiting colleges with my mom. lammmmeee. although, wendy said she liked udel when she visited her brother there, so maybe the whole thingy won't be so bad. and i like d.c. so that should be okay.

i was going to go to roger williams with lindsay and visit her friend and partay, but nope. i'm going to be all serious. creepy.

i'm still procrasinating, cause i haven't finished convoy's essay, started slock's, or signed up for a dance class. all of which i should really have done super soon. i won't end up signing up for a dance class, even though like everyone on the planet says that i better be or life as i know it will come to an end.

man, i start a lot of sentences with "i".

Sun, 24 Sep 2006 23:29:11 GMT

i'm a junior now. that's maddd creepy. i'm supposed to be all serious and focused and thinking about my future. i am not good at any one of those things. and my mom is going all crazian on me, talking about visiting places like udel, umaryland, and au soon. uhhmmm, aren't you supposed to do that shit senior year? pft.

in other newsss... lindsay and i officially rule at sneaking out of my house and being general badasses. hah. annnddd, yeah i can't remember anything else really. but i made mauve frosted cupcakes today. you wouldn't think mauve is a cupcake color, and it really isn't, but apparently i can't mix colors.

yup, so i'm gonna go eat tapas now that i've exhausted anything i've thought about in the past 5 minutes.

ooh and this thing is still broken. or malfunctioning. whatever, it doesn't work.

Tue, 25 Jul 2006 05:53:52 GMT

I can't sleep, so I figured I'd write in this thingy.

This summer has been interesting. Spain fucking ruled my life. Why is Europe so much cooler than America? Actually, the real question is: why am I here when I could be there? It's sooooo romantic, and cute, and old, and just fabulousss. And it definitely doesn't hurt that Spanish guys are gorgeous or the fact that they make you drink with like every meal. So, all in all, I love Spain and one day, I will live there and ride around on a vespa or in one of those clown cars.

South Carolina - 2 weeks; somebody kill me. I don't want to go! (I'm being a horrible daughter.)
Wildwood - 1 month with Lindsay, should be fun.

hasta luego

ps.
I hate bug bites. Uf! I have them everywhere! :(

rum and coke in one hand...

Tue, 20 Jun 2006 01:06:07 GMT

Uhm, yeah I love my life. Fuck you finals, fuck you lost laptop charger, fuck school in general. It's like, summer! Fiestaaa!

God I'm so lame.

Ohh, and prom and Hunter were both awesome. Minus the major hangover and the aching feet. Mark's my favee person for taking me.

I'm too lazy to post pictures, so here's the link http://www.worldisround.com/articles/252775/index.html.

See ya!

Wed, 07 Jun 2006 03:29:15 GMT

I am in a rut.
And it's pretty darn cruddy.

Prom is next week; I'm still pale.
Spanish project due Thursday; I still haven't started it.
Driving on Thursday; I don't know which pedal is the gas.
I a m s c r e w e d .

And no one will read my complaints, which is probably better for them.

i call her on the phone....

Sun, 21 May 2006 23:48:31 GMT

This year is sorta almost over :) & for once this year, besides the first marking period, I didn't actually have to hide my progress report! And, I finally found a dress yesterday for prom.

LBI this Friday! Thankkk youuu Lindsayy for coming up with the idea for this trip.
My birthday is next WEDNESDAY. Turning the big one-six and someone is gonna let me behind the wheel of a car. A scary thought for many, I know.

Man, since no one reads this thing or actually has a livejournal anymore, it's kinda like writing to myself. Weird.

Tue, 02 May 2006 03:15:37 GMT

My birthday is in 30 daysss!!! :)
You better write that down. I'm going to be 16, that's so crazy. This year kind feels like the start of everything, since just about everything has changed. I feel, surprisingly opitimistic.

ballerina you musta seen her

Fri, 14 Apr 2006 22:50:48 GMT

Being indecisive is such a pain in the ass, don't you think??

i'll meet you on the dark side of the moon

Sun, 19 Mar 2006 23:57:10 GMT

001. What is your name? Bethy Allard
002. Spell your name backwards: Yhteb
003. Date of birth: May 31, 1990
004. Male or female? Female
005. Astrological sign: Gemini (which apparently means I'm very scattered)
006. Nicknames: well Bethy is a nickname, Bethizzle(y)
007. Occupation: I am jobless :(
008. Height: 5'2"
009. Weight: 115 (the last time I checked; I hate the scale)
010. Hair color: brown & Linds just dyed it browney-red
011. Eye color: brown.. how boring
012. Where were you born? Columbia, SC
013. Where do you reside now? Hillsdale
014. Age: 15
015. Screen names: s0lickablee
016. E-mail addy?: uh huh...
017. What does your screen name stand for?: it was a joke
018. What is your myspace name?: Bethizzle
019. What does your LiveJournal name stand for?: a band, I don't even really like them that much, but I'm too lazy to change it.
020. Pets: none, but I want a beagle.
021. Number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake?: uhh, most likely 15 or 16.
022. Piercings?: nada
023. Tattoo's?: nada
025. Righty or lefty?: righty
026. Wearing: yellow dance team shirt, black hardtails, socks (I just came back from the gym).
027. Hearing: the Eagles - Take It Easy
028. Feeling: exhausted
029. Eating/drinking: I just had a cheeseburger. it was good.</font></p>

~Love/Kissing/And Other Stuff~
061. Have you ever been in love?: No, I don't think so.
062. How many people have you told "I love you"? and meant it?: Maybe one that wasn't family.
063. How many people have you been in love with?: Noneee
114. Does someone in your family wear a toupee?: Oh god, I hope not.
115. Do you have any nieces or nephews?: nopesss
116. Are your parents divorced?: yup
117. Do you have step parents?: yeah, step-mother
118. Has your family ever disowned another member of your family?: not to my knowledge.
119. If so for what?: ...
120. Did some of your family come to America from another country?: yeah, kinda like everyone on my mom's side of the family.

~Music Stuff~
121. What song do you swear was written about you or your life?: I have no clue.
122. What's the most embarrasing CD you own?: deffinately Justin Timberlake's cd, Justified lol.
123. What's the best CD you own?: I don't know... I'm constantly changing what is my fave.
124. What song do you absolutely hate?: stupid screamo songs that don't even have words or anything country. I can't stand country.
125. Do you sing in the shower?: haha yeah sometimes, I'm lame.
126. What song reminds you of that special someone?: none

Favorites
152. Color: Tiffany blue or seafoam green
153. Food: steak fajitas, cheeseburgers, cupcakes
154. Song: I really don't know.
155. Show: the OC & Project Runway.
157. Band/singer: ehhh, that's tough.
158. Animal: pandas! even though they're supposedly really mean.
161. Movie: ehh, I don't know, but I could watch Breakfast At Tiffany's many times.
162. Pair of shoes: these hot pink suede round-toe pumps
164. Actor: James Franco
165. Actress: Natalie Portman
166. Potato chip: bbq, duh.
167. Drink: raspberry lemonade iced tea, Starbuck's passion fruit tea lemonade
168. Alcholic drink: Kettle One & tonic, margheritas
169. Holiday: Christmas!
170. Perfume/cologne: Allure by Chanel or Pacific Paradise by Escada.
171. Pizza topping: buffalo chicken pizza
172. Jello flavor: uhm, strawberry? I don't really eat jello.
173. Lunch meat: ham & cheese
174. Board game: The Game of Life or Monopoly, ofcourse.
175. Video game: I love Vice City & Supersmash, even though I suck at both.
176. Website: I guess myspace, it's not really my fave but whatever.
177. Book: I am adicted to Gossip Girl books.
178. Computer game: pinball
179. Number: 9
180. Cereal: hmm Fruit Loops.
181. Comedian: Dane Cook, I guess.
182. Dessert: chocolate ice cream with rainbow sprinkles & gummy bears.
183. Disney character: either Cinderella or Pocahontas, they both rule.
184. Clothing store: Bloomingdale's or Anthropologie.
185. Past time: partying, dancing, just chilling.
186. Teacher: I don't know.
187. Childhood toy: bubby, my blanket.
188. Carnival game/ride: rollercoasters!
189. Candy bar: Hershey's chocolate
190. Magazine: TeenVogue
191. Salad dressing: Caesar or Italian
192. Thing to do on the weekend: hmm, really anything, just as long as I'm not bored.
193. Hot drink: Lemon tea
194. Season: deffinately summer, it's when you get to travel the most & have the most free time.
195. Sport to watch: I only watch tennis, I don't really know why.
196. Person to talk to online: hmmm I dunno.
199. Do you have posters on your wall?: yuppers
200. If so of what?: Weezer, some trophies & medals, James Franco (lol), pictures...
201. Do you have a TV in your bedroom?: no :(, but I have a computer.
202. How many pillows are on your bed?: dos
207. Do you have your own phone line in your bedroom?: nah
208. Do you listen to music while trying to fall asleep?: yeah sometimes, I have a sleep music playlist on my i-pod.
209. Describe the last nightmare you had: yo no se.
210. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?: sometimes
211. How many people can comfortably sleep in your bed?: one
212. Do you sleep in any unusual positions?: not to my knowledge.
213. Do you have to share your bedroom with a sibling?: nope
214. Do you snore?: I dunno
215. How about drool?: ewwie, I hope not.
216. Do you have an alarm clock in your room?: yeah
217. What color is the carpet in your room?: tan
218. What's under your bed?: you don't want to know.
219. Beach/mountains: beach!!
220. Donuts/bagels: deffinitely both
221. Day/night: either
222. Wicked witch of the east/wicked witch of the west: & I care because..?
223. Heaven/hell: uh...
225. Coffee/tea: tea wins
228. Britney/Christina: Britney
229. Swiss cheese/american cheese: sharp cheddar, yum!
230. Real World/Road Rules: Real World, is Road Rules even still on?
231. Backstreet Boys/N*Sync: BSB all the way.
232. Silver/gold: well silver jewlery, gold shoes.
233. Nike/Adidas: Adidas
235. Sweet/sour: sweet
236. Punk/emo: hahaahah
237. Winter/summer: either
241. Read/watch TV: either
242. Cd's/tapes: people still use tapes?
243. Dvd's/vhs: either or
244. Old/new: same
245. Shorts/skirts: either, I like em' both.
246.Pink/red: Ummm....both.
247. Coloured pictures/black and white photos: ehh, both.
250. Commercials/infomercials: neitherrr
251. Scary movies/comedies: comedies
252. Bikinis/one piece bathing suits: bikinis, DUH.
253. Sandals/tennis shoes: sandals, if it's summer.
254. Dogs/cats: perros!
255. Unicorns/fairies: uh, I'm not 5.
256. Water/land: either
257. Sugar/spice: & everything nice.
258. Black/white: white
259. Ribbons/bows: bows
260. Chicken/beef: beef
261. Colored christmas lights/regular white christmas lights: colored, even if they are cheesey!
262. Cars/trucks: mini-SUVs
264. Popcorn/pretzels: either
265. Hip/hop: a lil bit of hip, a lil bit of hop hah
266. Passionate kiss/peck: passionate
267. WWE wrestling/real wrestling: real wrestling
268. Back rub/foot massage: back rub
269. Picture frames/photo albums: I like em' both.
270. Pens/pencils: Pens.

What Is Your Opinion Of The Following
271. Eminem: whoo for him.
272. Virgins: whoo for them.
273. God: cool.
274. The Osbournes: are good at making money off of being weird.
275. Reality TV: is so addicting! I can't stop watching.
276. J.Lo: I can't stop dancing to her music.
278. Emo music: only works if you're depressed.
279. Valentine's Day: iffy, sometimes it's cool.
280. Christina Aguilera's comeback: you mean when she suddenly became the new Marilyn Monroe? weird.
282. Abortion: it's your choice.
284. Murder: eh, only if there was a good, solid reason behind it.
285. Death: eh
289. Pornography: hahahaha
290. Fortune tellers: rightttt
293. Politics: blah
294. Country music: ughhh
296. Cloning: I love clothes.

What You Think Of When You Hear These Common Names?.
299. Jack: my brother's dog.
300. Tiffany: the jewlery store or the color
301. Ben: Stiller
302. Maria: a saint
303. Jennifer: Aniston
304. Nicole: Richie
305. Amy: nothing
310. Tom: Welling
314. John: Depp, hottttt.
315. Joel: Madden lol
323. Natalie: Portman
324. Christy: no one

Have You Ever...
331. Mooned anyone?: hahah yeah, just once.
332. Been on a diet?: I am trying to now, not working.
333. Been to a foreign country?: yeah, & I'm going to SPAIN in July!
334. Broken a bone?: nope
335. Swallowed a tooth/cap/filling?: yeah, I swallowed my 2 front teeth.
336. Swear at a teacher?: yeah
338. Got in a fight?: verbal
339. Dated a teacher?: hahah no.
340. Laughed so hard you peed your pants?: nooo
341. Thought about killing your enemy?: hahahaha, nope.
342. Gone skinny dipping?: nah
344. Told a little white lie?: tons & tons of little white lies.
345. Told a secret you swore not to tell?: hmm yeah, like once or twice.
346. Stolen anything?: yah
347. Misused a swear word and it sounded absolutely stupid?: well not swear words, but other words.
348. Been on TV?: I think once, for dance.
349. Been on the radio?: no
350. Been in a mosh pit?: yeah
351. Been to a concert?: just one
353. Loved someone so much it makes you cry?: hahaha no.
355. Broken the law?: yessuh
356. Been to a rodeo?: lol, omg kill me if I do.
357. Been on a talk show?: nah
358. Been on a game show?: nah
359. Been on an airplane?: every year atleast once since I was 5.
360. Got to ride on a firetruck?: yeah, I think once when I was little.
361. Came close to dying?: I don't think so.
364. Terrorized a babysitter?: I don't think so.
365. Made a mud pie?: duh
366. Had a dream that your falling off a cliff?: nope
367. Snuck out of the house at night?: yeah, I've gotten pretty good at it.
368. Been so drunk you don't remember your name?: no, I always know my name.
370. Felt like you didn't belong?: yeah
371. Felt like the 3rd wheel?: yeah
372. Smoked?: mhm
373. Done drugs?: yah..
374. Been arrested?: nope
375. Had your tonsils removed?: nah
376. Gone to camp?: yesss, for like many, many, many years.
377. Won a bet?: I dunno.
378. Written a love letter?: I hope not, but most likely yes.
379. Gone out of your way to be with the one you love?: I dunno.
380. Written a love poem?: haha, okay like once in 7th grade.
386. Asked a friend for relationship advice?: duh
389. Gotten a speeding ticket?: I can't drive.
390. Done jail time?: no
391. Had to wear a uniform to work?: I am jobless.
392. Won a trophy?: yup
393. Thrown up in public?: a couple of times
395. Failed/got held back?: uh, I had an F in Bio on my progress report.
396. Got perfect attendance in grade school?: maybe in like 2nd grade lol.
397. Roasted pumpkin seeds?: huh?
398. Taken ballet lessons?: back in pre-k.
399. Attempted suicide?: uh, no.
400. Cut yourself?: I would never.
425. Do you believe in aliens?: sure
426. Name three things that are next to your computer: post it notes, glasses, cool Navajo indian man doll
427. Do you have any hidden talents?: no I don't think so.
428. Do you wish MTV would play music videos?: uh, somtimes. not really.
429. If you were to star in a movie, what kind of movie would it be?: a funny movie
430. What would your movie star name be?: the same name I have now?
431. Do you play any sports?: I dance.
432. What's the scariest movie you've ever seen?: uhm, either Silence of the Lambs or the Shining.
433. What is the best movie you've seen in the theater or rented recently?: well, Crash was really good, I saw that last night.
435. Do you drive?: I get my permit in a couple of months.
436. What is your dream car?: a black Range Rover.
437. Do you think your good looking?: sorta
438. Do others think you are good looking?: maybe?
439. Would you ever sky dive?: yea!
440. Do you believe in Bigfoot?: like I care.
441. How many rooms do you have in your house?: like 7
442. roller coasters?: I love them!
443. Do you believe in God?: wasn't this already asked?
445. Do you believe there is a heaven?: again, same thing.
446. Do you believe there is a hell?: ^^^
447. Do you own a pooltable?: Nope no & I suck at pool.
448. Do you have a pool?: nooo
449. Do you have a dishwasher in your kitchen?: yah, I just had to unload it.
450. Do you like chocolate?: duh
451. Who/what is on your 2006 calendar?: hmm probably something to do with Commerece Bank.
452. How many U.S. states have you been to?: every state on the East Coast & California.
453. Ever wished on a shooting star?: yes
454. Best Halloween costume you ever wore?: I dunno, maybe when I was the yellow m&m.
455. Do you carry any weapons on you?: yeah, you know I have a knife stashed in my jeans.
456. What is your weakness?: chicos :/
457. Name something you can't get enough of: shoes
459. How many kids do you want to have?: one or two
460. Future sons/ daughters name: James or Tristan
462. What is your ideal way to die?: just not violently.
463. How do you release stress?: working out I guess, or throwing things.
464. Are you a trendy person?: I dunno.
465. Are you an artistic person?: not really
466. Are you a realistic person?: pretty much
467. Do you un-tie your shoes every time you take them off?: only occasionally
468. Are you a strong person?: hahahaha no.
469. Are you a strong willed person?: yeah I think so.
470. Who is the last person to email you?: something about school most likely.
471. Who is the last person to IM you?: Jarret
472. Do you hate chain e-mails?: they're lame, but sometimes I wonder...
473. Are you a deep sleeper?: yeah
474. Are you a good story teller?: haha no, not really.
475. What do you believe is your best quality?: I can keep up a convo.
476. What is your greatest accomplishment?: I don't know, honor roll? how lame am I?
477. Do you like to burn candles or incense? yeah, I like candles.
478. Do you do yoga?: haha I tried to once. it's okay.
479. Do you have your own credit card?: god no, no one in my family would trust me with one.
480. Let's say you win the lotto....?: Well, the first thing I would do is buy a Burberry trench coat & a new pair of shoes then get the fuck out of here.
481. Do you have a check book?: no
482. Do you like your driver?: well, mom is okay.
483. Do you tan easily?: sometimes
484. What color is your hair naturally?: dark, dark brown
485. How many fillings do you have?: a little one
486. How many cavities did you have at your last dentist visit?: nada
487. Worst feeling in the world?: hmm, being shut down harshly.
488. Best feeling in the world?: ehh, feeling totally satisfied.
489. Is the glass half empty or half full?: Ugh. Right now? Half empty.
490. Last thing you downloaded?: some Jay-Z, I'm cool.
491. Do you catch yourself using online terms in your real life?: actually, I think I said brb yesterday lol.
492. What do you think people think of you?: that I talk alot.
493. Are you a likeable person?: I hope so.
494. Do you need therapy?: no, not really.
495. Do you take medication for a chemical imbalance?: nah
496. What the best way to be proposed to?: I don't think there is one.
499. When are you moving?: as soon as highschool is over.
500. Are you happy this is over?: sorta.

I have no life, silly Sundays.

creating space between us...

Sun, 26 Feb 2006 05:42:38 GMT

What a waste of a break. I wish I had gone away. Seriously, spring break I'm heading south & taking advantage of drunken guys lol.

Fri, 10 Feb 2006 02:36:25 GMT

I hate you livejournal right now. For being all fucked up & not the way I had set you up!
& I hate this week in general.

ps. GO TO THE DANCE COMPETITION AT VALLEY!! 2:30 - be there fools.

forgive me if i stutter, from all of the clutter in my head

Wed, 01 Feb 2006 04:27:22 GMT

Whew, so I did manage to pass all my midterms with my lowest grade being a B-. Pretty good, if I do say so myself. Oh & while I'm talking about accomplishments, my room has been totally cleaned & every item of clothing & shoes is color coordinated. I'm on a roll! It's kinda weird.

Now, where are all the guys like this in PV? Uhmmm.... because they might make me hate Valentine's Day a little less.

How many more months of winter are left?

Mon, 16 Jan 2006 16:26:20 GMT

The trip to Spain has been finalized! My mom & I are taking an 11 day tour through the south of Spain [Madrid, Costa del Sol, Gibraltar, Seville, & other day trips]. I'm sooooo excited, it's ridiculous. I've already started picking out clothes to wear there [how typical of me]. Now, why can't July come any faster??

And on a side note, why can't I find a guy who will visit at normal hours of the day.

your eyes they sparkle, that's all changed into lies that drop like acid rain

Wed, 04 Jan 2006 02:55:31 GMT

Bienvenidos 2006.

So yupp, I guess I should make a New Years resolution[s].
- VISIT COSTA DEL SOL, SPAIN [or insert: Beijing, Paris, London, or Rio De Janero]
- try kickboxing
- get back into shape
- throw out all my boring clothes
- stop searching for a boyfriend & just enjoy the random hookups that come my way
- party more
- stop procrasinating with homework
- get some more cool shoes [boots, stilettos, wedges.. yeah I really like shoes]
- be nicer to people
- party more
- go to the beach more & be tan

I'm so serious. :)

hiccups & a lot of champagne

Mon, 26 Dec 2005 19:09:22 GMT

Well, I really don't think any of you particularly care what I got for Christmas. So I'll briefly state that I got a really cute chasmere scarf & a really cute printer for my camera. I'm also no longer poor. & I'm going shopping today & hopefully getting a new pair of shoes. Or 2. :) & thankss you to all of my friends who got me stuff, since I love it all.

Yesss, so my mom was SO drunk on Christmas Eve & she was hiccuping & falling into walls & it was hilarious. I printed out a picture of her trashed as proof. She said "I'm just happy Bethy. did you drink some champagne too? I didn't drink the whole bottle, did I?". Case in point, I love my mom even if she is a crazian bitch sometimes.

ho ho ho & a bottle of rum

Mon, 19 Dec 2005 02:39:06 GMT

One week till Christmas, 5 days till Winter Vacation!

+ My uncle found this old photo album of my mom's that was from her senior year of high school & her senior year Rutgers yearbook. In the the high school one there's these pictures of her 18th birthday party & her friends passing the bowl hahahahahaha. Then there's some more of them throwing a toga party, lmfao. A toga party. And then them drunk at their own little Winter Formal. HAHAHA & my mom says my friends are so much worse than hers were.
+ Anthropologie is one of my new favorite stores. I bought a majority of my presents from there & pair of really cute pale yellowish flats for myself.
+ Christmas break!!!!!!!!! 5 FUCKING DAYS!!!
+ Winter Wonderland tomorrow! Haha, traveling to Ptown with school, awesome.
+ FIESTAAAAAAA!!!!! in the city for New Years Eve 2006! That'd be so sick, I'm hoping it's true.
+ Misabop invited me to CALIFORNIA for the Feb. break! YES I LOVE CALIFORNIA!
+ Snowboarding with Gina & someone else who can actually teach her how to snowboard over Christmas break. This should be interesting.
+ Talks about going to China or Spain this upcoming summer. Awesommmmme.
- This Spanish project that we have to have done by Tuesday. It has to have a visual like a slideshow or movie, 3-5 minute speech, 3-5 paragraph paper. Sra. Dunn is seriously crazy. So much for el espíritu de navidad.
- Holiday grumbles... mother bitching about cleaning, dad complaining about me not visiting, family complaining about what to eat, brother & dad upset that I don't plan on visiting soon [like they can't come up here or something... seriously], teachers loading on lots of work before we let out for Christmas.
- being poooor.
- George Bush. Seriously, shut the fuck up. I do not give a shit about what you have to say about Iraq & all the "progress" you have made there. It's certainly not enough to make up for all the damage you have caused in general. & stop interrupting my tv shows!!!!

Wooooahh, long update.

this place could burn a hole in anyone

Tue, 06 Dec 2005 02:09:03 GMT

School is overwhelming. I need someone to talk to.
Well, not like I don't have anyone, I just feel like I should be talking to someone who really knows how to give good advice.

Yay for the approaching boarding season, partying season, & holiday season.

you'll wake up someday.... but it'll be too late

Mon, 28 Nov 2005 00:35:13 GMT

Woah, haven't updated this thing in a long time. It seriously needs a new layout.
Anyways, things have been pretty good. Thanksgiving was a pretty typical Chinese-trying-to-have-American-traditions-but-having-some-difficulties. Once again, I was the only "real" American there [that wasn't under the age 7] - even though we had the additions of my uncle's friend Tony & his wife, Catharine & my new aunt, Natalia.

4 day weekend once again was pretty good. I was sick for Tues & Weds, but nothing that interesting happened on either of those days. Friday afternoon - Sunday at 1 A.M. was spent in the NVOT area. Friday was chill & weird, seeing a good amount of people & being at a good level of intoxication. Marisa & I watched some good movies, such as: Blow, Crazy Beautiful, the Usual Suspects, & Power Rangers [not a movie, but we watched it on tv]. Then us & Wendy saw Harry Potter & the Goblet of Fire. It's one of my favorite HP books & the movie was pretty good. The producer left out some important parts I thought, but it was a good movie in general.

Well, 60 minutes is on right now & they're talking about all the religious influence that seems to be having on government issues, like abortion & the day after pill. I think it's really weird that religion brings so many people together, but it's also the cause of so many people splitting apart. Think about it, there are loads of wars started over religion - the crusades being one big example. I'm not against religion or anything, I just think it's really strange how it goes to extremes in both directions.

" you're a football player not a ballerina! GO GRAB YOUR FUCKING POM POMS!! "

Sun, 13 Nov 2005 23:38:08 GMT

4 day weekend ruled. Wtf, why is it Sunday? Can't the weekend just continue on? pffffft bitches.
Oh yep, Col is coming over for chicken parm soon. I failed a geometry quiz. I love life. I love you!

+ = PARTY!

Thursday: Wendizzle y yo somos muy weirdo.

no pictures from Friday, but me & Misabop went to Davies' house, then WENDIZZLE popped up there! & some chill things went down. & this really weird like Irish movie on heroin was on in the beginning, it was so fucking weird.

Saturday: was seriously so chill, but random. again, I love Misabop & Wendizzle.

it was like that^ outside.

which made me go, YAY! I seriously don't know if I really did say " yay! " when that picture was taken, but I bet that I did.

Misabop's parents were out to dinner, so she decided to puff in the kitchen. she's lame.

then to get rid of all the smells from various foods we made [ tacos, ramen, chocolate custard fudgesicle pops in tea cups, ect ], Misabop pulled out her de-smelling stuff. yes, that's a blowdryer & dryer sheets.

she never lets you take a picture of her! so I had to sneak this one.

the 40 that traveled from Anthony & Dean's to Helen's, was then lost, & then found on this random table in Helen's basement. dubbed the " missing 40 ". I wonder who stole it.

:) ♥♥ in Helen's basement.

Misabop tailgating for the Giants game. it was a corporate tailgating party, meaning that everything was catered & really good.

us being hardxcore Giants fans in our seats. they were good seats. my talent from gym football & Gallione's genius football teaching skills [ sarcasm ], I sorta knew what was going on.

le stadium.

madre, me, Misabop. yeah, so the lady who invited us made us take a picture there.

sorry for all the pictures, but I hadn't made one in a while.

K CYA.

what makes you think you're something special when you smile?

Mon, 07 Nov 2005 01:49:09 GMT

So I've learned this weekend that:

1. The best way into a guy's heart is through his stomach. Give them baked goods, basically.
So, who wants a cupcake? :)
2. Physics can be used to mix drinks.
3. I grew up listening to awesome music.
4. Almost Famous & Casablanca are fucking awesome movies.
5. I want a relationship. I think.

I <3 TERRY DIZZLE

Thu, 03 Nov 2005 14:39:08 GMT

We don't have a sub in Minge, so we've just been doing random stuff. We can't go to lunch cause it's second period & obviously, there is no lunch. I put on mascara like 5 minutes ago using my laptop as a mirror. I'm talented. Hahah, Mary is mumbling the words to that new Ashlee Simpson song, boyfriend or whatever, & she really sucks. LOVE YA MARY! :)

Anyway, I've been feeling so so lately. Ups & downs. My uncle's wedding was really nice, my new aunt is nice too. The hotel was awesome, maybe I'll post pictures once I get home. Our dance for dance team is so kick ass. Seriously, the Missy Elliot theme rocks. On the boy situation.... it's pretty non-existant. It's been like 6 months since I've even liked someone a little, that's so long. But whatever, I'll just start concentrating on other stuff & maybe something will come up.

.... I hope.

ps. I kinda want to start talking to someone again, but I'm not sure if it's a good idea. Should I start it up again? I don't want to be the one always initiate the conversations though.

pps.
tdizzle <3 bethizzle, yo.

imma get get you drunk, get you love drunk of my hump

Wed, 26 Oct 2005 02:55:21 GMT

Different guy, different day, different situations. Same old feelings. I'm always so indecisive & flip-floppy, they're always nice & comforting.
It's always just a fleeting feeling. Here one day, gone the next.
I guess I can't complain too much, it's fun the majority of the time. But, there's always those times when you want something that lasts. Someone who actually cares. Is that too much to ask for?

would you light my candle?

Thu, 20 Oct 2005 02:23:04 GMT

This whole non-procrasination thing isn't working out too well. In fact, it's almost 10:20 & I haven't even started my homework. Or my McHugh essay. Or her project. Or my history project, which will most likely have to do with nice shoes & nothing at all with history. But I did buy the paints for my English project.

Progress report: 2 A's in non-academic classes, B+'s & B's in a few classes, & 2 C's. Seems a bit more like a un-progression, I usually don't get C's. My mom made a big deal out of it ofcourse, she's Asian, that's what she does.

Oh & my uncle is getting married next weekend to a woman I've never met. Should be interesting. Apparently, she's from like Siberia & if she doesn't get married to my uncle before her 2 months visa is up, it's back to the homeland. I bet she's some sorta mailorder bride. That'd be really funny. Well, it just means staying in a kickass hotel over night, drinking champange with the adults, & pretending to speak Chinese.

Oooh, Halloween is next next Monday.
& I'm never doing 300 crunches again. Ever. [ if Monte & Meg don't make us do them again ]

can't you hear my heart beat slow? i can't let you go

Wed, 12 Oct 2005 01:49:29 GMT

School is stupid.
C's are stupid.
Not handing in homework on time, also stupid.
Most of all, PSATs are stupid. & pointless. Extremely stupid & pointless.

Yom Kippur & having Thursday off is not stupid. Stupendous, why not?

I'm really excited for fall to really kick in... but at the same time, I'm still missing summer a bit. So, I was looking for this picture for a project & instead, I looked at all my summer pictures.

haha this is from the day when Kait & I had a lil expedition through the woods accompanied by chocolate chip cookies, a bottle of bubbles, & a makeshift Dino.

yeah, Ldawg & I are pretty weird. my arm looks really tan.

ehh, this is from Wildwood. again, I look pretty tan here. :( now I do not look tan.

well, Dave & Jon are in this picture... but you can only see Dave. & not that clearly either, but my whole point is that they were really chill & nice & spent 50 bucks to go on those weird like, bungee jump type rides. even though Dave is afraid of heights.

happppppy.

so yeah, those were stupid pictures, but I don't know.... I seem to be so much happier in all the ones that included me. With all of this fall & school stuff, I feel so stressed. I guess that quote is true. I always seem so much happier in the summer.

& I'm still waiting for " prince charming " or whatever. Watching Cinderella made me want a prince charming.